絡み合わない愛情

personality

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 04:47:17 GMT

ok, i stole this thing from meev. my neuroticism is through the fucking roof. i know i'm anxious... but... i'm not, like, insane. am i?

My Personality


Neuroticism	98
Extraversion	1
Openness To Experience	19
Agreeableness	1
Conscientiousness	71

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I picked what I though was most true and accurate about myself:

You are introverted, reserved, and quiet with a preference for solitude and solitary activities. Your socializing tends to be restricted to a few close friends.

You have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You set clear goals and pursue them with determination. People regard you as reliable and hard-working.

you tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.

You often need privacy and time for yourself.

You are not interested in the arts and do not display aesthetic sensitivity. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change.

You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You do not particularly like helping other people. Requests for help feel like an imposition on your time. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are not affected strongly by human suffering. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy.

You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

well there ya go. i've been nutshelled.

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Thu, 09 Feb 2006 23:48:55 GMT

um. comment to be added.

life

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 23:23:05 GMT

is really, really lame.

what else is lame?

fast food
kinderfeminists
fully matured feminists
misogynistic pigs
stomach aches
inadvertent poisoning
bad fanfiction
neopet losers
little girls who like horses
love
summaries of fantasy novels
comparing Diru to Marilyn Manson
furry shirts
long underwear
watery sunlight
puking
crying
useless socks
never finishing anything
wasting time
headaches
little vampiric children
little gothic children
little emo children
little punk rock children
little preppy children
little bohemian children
little tacky children
little sporty children
little label-obessed children
little children
flowers
chocolates that come in heart-shaped boxes
draco dying
harry dying
really bad books
nuerotics
kis who think they can, but can't
kids who can, but don't
kids who wish they could
making lists
Sarah Verity on alternate Tuesdays
myself
candy
cheap lighting
no tablecloths
cold pasta
days that can't make up their minds
not quite scalding water
not quite freezing water
being hideous
fat
wide feet
girls who are sort of skinny but then you look twice and OH their thighs are just...
hostess
people who brag too much
people who complain too much
false modesty
hipocrisy
materialistic nuns
people who rape little boys
people who rape little girls
people who kill animals
hunting
sports
physical education
douglas adams and everything he's ever written
books that everyone else finds funny but for some reason just can't make me laugh
thongs
cliches
brands of water you've never heard of
store brands
linoleum
spandex
beehive hair
1930-1990
not bathing
having to kill your best friends or be blown up
too much cake
having everything and nothing to do
being poor
being useless
being angry at nothing
stubbing your toes
banging your elbows
not having teeth
watching other people be happy
watching other people be miserable and having absolutely nothing to say about it
consoling your friends when they're down
being consoled when you're down
being down
pastel colors
math
science
grades
competition
suicide
post-its
injustice
people who don't listen
people who don't shut up
people who exaggerate unecessarily
sensitive teeth
people who pretend to be insane/depressed/depraved
clingyness
emotion instability
a certain semi-bearded hypsersensitive freak of nature
the squeaky wierd voice that really gay people have
calling people, "girlfriend/homeslice/homie/homie-g/[letter]-dogg/ect"
incurable, totally over-the-top japanophiles with no friends
too much anime
speedlines
romantic comedies
women who insist upon the use of coasters
slap-stick humor
family movies
annoying, childish little songs from TV shows, movies, ect. (eg. My Shiny Teeth And Me)
The Spongebob Squarepants Movie
Spongebob Squarepants
not having the proper amount of fingers/toes/limbs
not having proper control over said body parts
wanting
having
losing
winning
giving
taking
sleeping
waking
living
not being able to breathe underwater
not being able to fly
not knowing how big the universe is or where it ends or what else is out there
wanting something when someone else already has it
getting your significant other stolen from you
manual dictionaries
stiff old books that have yellowed pages and a musty smell
the multitudes of really shitty jrock/indies bands that wish they could be like Dir en grey but fail
old-skool
X Japan
KISS
old computers
old TV sets
old calculators
not being able to find a seat
not knowing anyone in the room
making small talk
large parties
dirt under your fingernails
trying, but failing anyway
being nagged
cleaning
giving up
giving in
regrets
ski clothing
looking at people and wondering what their lives are really like behind everything

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 02:04:56 GMT

I took this from jacob's lj. just a little more in-depth than Quizilla's "Whatz YouR Typ3?!"

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Stability	\|\|\|\|	16%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Mystical	\|\|	10%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Religious	\|\|	10%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|	16%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

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They said I was...
Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. (yeah, that's pretty true.)

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. (yeah, also pretty much true)

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. (for the most part. but around my close friends i can be pretty insane)

trait snapshot:
depressed, introverted, neat, needs things to be extremely clean, observer, perfectionist, not self revealing, does not make friends easily, suspicious, irritable, hates large parties, follows the rules, worrying, does not like to stand out, fragile, phobic, submissive, dislikes leadership, cautious, takes precautions, focuses on hidden motives, good at saving money, solitary, familiar with the dark side of life, hard working, emotionally sensitive, prudent, altruistic, heart over mind, unadventurous

yeah. i agree with all that... except for i'm not depressed and i'm not all that clean. but the rest pretty much hit the nail on the head. especially the bit about being irritable. ^^

try it out. :)